तुझसे बातें करने से ज्यादा तुझे सोचना अच्छा लगता है

तुझसे बातें करने से ज्यादा तुझे सोचना अच्छा लगता है

तुझसे बातें करने से ज्यादा तुझसे रुठना अच्छा लगता है

तुझसे बातें करने से ज्यादा तुझे देखना अच्छा लगता है

तुझसे हंसाने से ज्यादा तुझे चिढ़ाने अच्छा लगता है

चिल्लाकर तुझे बताने से ज्यादा तुझे महसूस करना अच्छा लगता है। 

तुझको तारीफ करने से ज्यादा तेरी बुराइयां करना अच्छा लगता है

तुझसे बातें करने का मन करता है फ़िर भी गुमसुम सा रहना अच्छा लगता है।

तुम बोलते हों न की लिखो हम पे  हा हमे तुमपे लिखना अच्छा लगता है।

Maturity made you strong

Maturity made you strong

""Bahar se kitna bhi dard sah ke aat hu, bin Ma, Bap se bataye chupke se so jata hu

Her sawal ka jabab hans ke de jata hu thik hu, bus yehi bol jata hu

Khud ko khud ke kandho pe rakhkar jine ki chah me Anjan si Sahar me dar dar bhatak jata hu. 

Dard ko hum aaj kal mithi sarabat samjhkar pi jata hu.

Kya karu aaj kal dard ko mehsus kar ke khub muskurata hu""

Feeling of Boys who belongs to Village of Eastern UP

"A boy from a village in eastern UP

A boy who is over 20 years of age, but does not know what a cafe is, what is a cinema, what is a date and what is gf, if you are a student. Your position. These are that you study in a town. So for the friend's party, you search for a hotel with a hut which is in Awakat. Where you get 10 samosas for ten rupees, if you spend 30 rupees, your friends think. Where did you get that 30 rupees. Because we are all the same, all boys know that raising 30 rupees is not so easy. If an ice cream bechne wala comes to your village. And you ask for an icecream rate. He answers 10 rupees. You are shocked. Looks like it was asking for full property. Seems out of place, You have a bicycle, I have got it in your father's dowry.😊☺️😊😊😄😄 Have to go to college from that only. Chain comes down every day and gets up every day and you are late every day and you are beaten up every day. When u go to the bicycle Repair center mechanic charge 50 rupees for repair, but you have 10 rupees, filling,  Then Jayadad seems to be asking. You are forced and then go to college with the same bicycle, you work for 12 hours in the fields, the next day is a test. Study at night Waking up in the morning, cutting wheat, chopping, beating, beating. In the afternoon, there is a chemistry test. These are the difficult lives of the village boys. There is no money for fees; Bicycles are also punctured. He is also a member of a family of medicine. He is insulted daily in class. A boy is wearing 1500 rupees shoes. I had taken it 1 month ago, now he is telling me to take another. We are wearing 250 rupees for 1 year and we are thinking of buying a fibikit where it is torn where it is sticking. You are about to graduate. Apart from 50 paise to 1 rupees Chocolatte, it is not expensive to see. Take 5 rupees me10 chocolate. Do share in friends. And enjoy with inner pleasure.

Written by:    Vinod Kushwaha

Location of this story'  Bhatpar Rani Deoria Uttar Pradesh  

Date 20/12/20

10 Secrets Girls With Soft Hearts Keep

 1. She notices when you lie. She is choosing to give you a second chance. She is choosing to believe you had a reason behind your lie. She is choosing to give you the benefit of the doubt. You might think she is gullible for believing you, but really, she sees exactly what you’re doing.

2. Sometimes, she has better things to do. She is the shoulder you can always lean on. The person you can come to with any problem at any time of night. If you need her, she will be there. But sometimes, she has problems of her own. Sometimes, she doesn’t really want to hear your complaints. But she’s too nice to let you down. She’ll listen, even if she has more important things to get done that day.

3. She wants her affection returned. She is selfless. She is a giver. She is always doing favors for other people without being asked, but secretly, she wishes that those people would spoil her for a change. She wishes she could rest her feet and be pampered for the first time in her life. But no one ever thinks about returning the favor.

4. She has a tough side. She is the nicest girl you will ever meet. The kind of girl you would be proud to take home to the parents. But she is overly protective of her loved ones. If you hurt someone she cares about, her teeth will come out. She will turn into a monster. Someone you do not want to mess with.

5. She isn’t as happy as she looks. She never wants to make anyone uncomfortable, so she hesitates to talk about her problems. She fakes smiles instead. She pretends she’s okay instead. She doesn’t want to bother anyone, so she deals with her issues on her own.

6. She remembers the little things. She doesn’t want to come across as creepy by pointing out the pattern you tap your fingers in or the way you chew on your bottom lip when you’re thinking, but she files all of that information away. If she cares about you, she remembers the silliest things about you. Things you never even realized about yourself.

7. She feels guilty more often than she should. She can’t say no without feeling bad. Without feeling like she let you down somehow. That is why she’ll put extra on her plate when she doesn’t have the time or the energy. That is why she will go miles out of her way to do something nice for people who don’t deserve it.

8. She tries really hard. It might look like being a good person comes naturally to her, but the truth is that she puts in a lot of effort. She has temptations just like anybody else, but she always tries to do the right thing. She tries to take the moral road. And since she’s only human, sometimes she fails.

9. She has dreamt about a future with you. She grew up in the world of modern dating, so she tries to follow the rules. She tries not to wear her heart too loosely on her sleeve — but she gets attached easily. From the first time you met, she imagined what the future could hold for the two of you and she hasn’t stopped daydreaming since. She can’t help herself.

10. She will never stop loving you. It takes a lot to push away a girl with a soft heart — but it can be done. She will leave if she is mistreated. She will leave if she is placed second. And once she is gone, she will never have contact with you again. It will look like she’s forgotten all about you, but really, once you earn a place in her heart, you will stay there forever. She won’t let it show, but a part of her will always love you. 

What's Make you Poet

Vinod Kushwaha

You’re not a poet because you know those ‘fancy’ words

You’re a poet because every word you write comes straight from your heart

You’re not a poet because you feel alone
You’re a poet because pen and paper are your biggest companions

You’re not a poet because you understand emotions better
You’re a poet because you let them flow freely

You’re not a poet because people admire your work
You’re a poet because you write for your own contentment and not for people's consent

You are not a poet because you’ve failed in love
You’re a poet because you’ve been in love deeper than anyone else

You’re not a poet because you are strong
You’re a poet because you don’t hide your weaknesses
You’re not a poet because you can heal hearts
You’re a poet because you know what it means to be broken

I am a poet becouse i have good understanding.

 Never I am broken. I have never felling love for someone. I am not in love. I have never rejected by someone, 

So don't correlate me to my poems. 

I cried today

 I cried today

I cried today, I can’t tell you why
This pain that I bare i’ll have till I die
My eyes they sting, my vision is a blur
Oh what I’d give to find an eternal cure
At night I think how is this fair
I feel I’m here only because I’m told that they care
But when I’m down I feel so alone
Even in this house, I think it’s called home
And when the night falls, I lay in my bed,
With no one beside me, just the thoughts in my head
I will for a day that that this torture would end,
That I would wake and not have to pretend
My past it still haunts me, my present is the same,
What future can I have, all I do seems in vain
But i’ll pick myself up, i’ll continue this role
these thoughts won’t define me,
i’ll play the starring role

The corner keeps talking with me

 

There's a cold dark corner

in the back of my room,

it speaks to me

and says I'm coming for you.

As I lie on my bed
in the fetal position,
my eyes are closed
hoping and wishing.

Maybe that one day
my dreams will come true,
that I don't have to be here
so down and blue.

The corner keeps talking
about how I'm going to die,
all I can do
is lie there and cry.

As the corner gets closer
and takes me in,
my soul starts to burn
as so does my skin.

My bones shall lie there
turning to dust,
my bed surrounding
nothing but rust.                vinod kushwaha

आखिर क्यों

           Akhir Kyo

Dil Mera puchhta hai kae kae sawal mujhse Tere chale Jane ke bad

*Tum Bhi Ajnabi The Hum bhi ajnabi fir kyo

Tum yad aane lage dhadkane badane lage

Tere chale Jane ke bad. Akhir Kyo

*Puchhta hai dil mera kae kae sawal mujhse Tere chale Jane ke bad

*Ye dil ab kyo hairan sa rahta hai. Ab yaha kyo charo taraf sun San sa rhta hai. Man mera presan sa rhta hai. 

*Puchta hai dil mera akhir kyo. Ab her subah tujhe dekhne ka dil rota hai. Tum to ajnabi the fir kyo aisa hota hai.

Puchta hai dil mera kae kae sawal mujhse Tere chale Jane ke bad.

*Jub tum ja rhe the tere pairo ki ahat dhadkane bda rhe the, aur tum to muskura rhe the. Aur hum tere samne aane se katra rahe the. Akhir kyo tum ho Kain tum. *Puchta hai dil mera kae kae sawal mujhse Tere jane ke bad. 

Ab to de de jabab laut aane ke bad. Puchta hai dil mere bahut sare sawal tujhse tere wapas aane ke bad

तुझसे मोहब्बत हुए सालों हो गया

 

* तुझसे मोहब्बत हुए सालों हो गया

लेकिन तेरा दिल है जो पिघलता ही नहीं

तुमसे मिले हुए सालो हो गया

पर तेरा ख्याल है जो दिल से निकलता ही नहीं

ऐसे तो बहूत अजनबी आये तुझसे मिलने के बाद

लेकिन क्या करे तेरे सिवा ये दिल किसी को समझता ही नहीं

बहुत शिकायतें है मुझको तुझसे

लेकिन‌ ये मेरा दिल अब तुमसे कुछ कहता है नहीं

सोचता हु देखु इक बार आ के तेरा चेहरा 

तुझे समाने बैठा के

सोचता हूं मिलूं तुझसे कभी फुर्सत निकाल के

लेकिन तेरा ओ ना ना कहने का डर 

दिल से निकलता  ही नहीं

तुझसे मोहब्बत हुए सालों हो गया तेरा दिल है

 जो पिघलता ही , नहीं है

             दिल याद करता है बार बार

              तुम मिल लो ना इक बार..🤟👉M🙎 Vinod kushwaha

Kahta Hai Dil Mera Tere Chale Jane ke Bad

 

Ye Sahar ab suna suna sa lgta hai tere chale Jane ke bad.

Ab to mai khoya khoya rhta hu tere chale Jane bad

Ye dil puchhta hai o saksh kha gya tere chale Jane bad

Dil ghabrata hai nind nhi aati hai tere chale Jane ke bad

Kya kahu dil ye tumhe yad bahut karta hai

Tere chale bad

Charo taraf chhayi hai udasiyan tere chale Jane ke bad

Laut aao na kuchh din ke liye khta hai ye dil mera tere jane ke bad 

कभी ज़हन, कभी दिल, कभी रूह की सुनता हू…

हर दिन अपने लिए एक जाल बुनता हूँ, 

कभी ज़हन, कभी दिल, कभी रूह की सुनता हूँ| 

हर रोज़ इम्तिहान लेती है जिंदिगी, 

हर रोज़ मगर मैं मोहब्बत चुनता हूँ| 

कभी ज़हन, कभी दिल, कभी रूह की सुनता हू…

 बहुत दूर चला आया हूँ कारवाँ से, तन्हा रास्तों में एक हमसफ़र ढूंढता हूँ| 

कभी ज़हन, कभी दिल, कभी रूह की सुनता हूँ…

 अंधेरों में तुम्हारा चेहरा साफ़ दिखता है, 

तुम सामने होते हो जब आँख मूंदता हूँ| 

कभी ज़हन, कभी दिल, कभी रूह की सुनता हूँ…

 सिर्फ एहसास ए मोहब्बत बन जाता हूँ, 

जब तेरी जबीं को मैं चूमता हूँ| 

कभी ज़हन, कभी दिल, कभी रूह की सुनता हूँ…

 तेरे होते हुए सुखन मुमकिन नहीं, तेरे जाते ही अपनी कलम ढूंढता हूँ| 

कभी ज़हन, कभी दिल, कभी रूह की सुनता हूँ…

 सब हैरान हैं देख कर रक्स ए इश्क, मैं तेरी वफ़ा में ऐसा झूमता हूँ|

 कभी ज़हन, कभी दिल, कभी रूह की सुनता हूँ…

 दिल में आशियाने की आरजू लिए, मैं शहरों शहरों घूमता हूँ| 

कभी ज़हन, कभी दिल, कभी रूह की सुनता हूँ…

लोग सुनाते हैं और मैं सुनता हु, बस कभी ज़हन, कभी दिल, कभी रूह की सुनता हूँ…

न ठहरते हैं साथ और चलते भी नहीं

मन नही करता है

 मन नही करता

कभी नींद आती थी..
आज सोने को “मन” नही करता, है
कभी छोटी सी बात पर आंसू बह जाते थे..
अब तो रोने तक का “मन” नही करता, है
जी करता है लूटा दूं खुद को या लुटजाऊ खुद पे
 अब तो जीने का “मन” नही करता, है
पहले शब्द कम पड़ जाते थे बोलने को किसी से
लेकिन आज मुह खोलने को “मन” नही करता, है

कभी दुसरे के दर्द को बंटते थे 

अब तो खुद का दर्द ही महसूस नहीं होता है
कभी मीठी यादें कड़वी बातें  ख्वाब हकीकत सब याद आते थे
अब तो  सोचने को  भी“मन” नही करता, है
मैं कैसा था? और कैसा हो गया हूं

अब तो जीने का भी मन नहीं करता है

कभी इक बार भागते थे तो मिलो दुर नाप आते थे

अब तो चलने से भी डर लगता है

कभी सोचते थे भागने है बड़ी दुर तक

लेकिन आब तो यह भी सोचने को “मन” नही करता। है

आज कल दिल बहुत डरता है क्या कहू  

अब कुछ मन नहीं करता है"अब मन नहीं करता है

THE HOSPITAL WINDOW

THE HOSPITAL WINDOW August 12, 2020 

There were two men, both seriously ill, who shared the same hospital room. One man got a seat next to the room’s only window. The man was also allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help him drain fluids from his lungs. The other man had to spend all his time lying flat on his back. The two roommates quickly bonded and started talking for hours on end. They talked about their lives, their job, children and wives. One day the man on the other side of the window, expressed how he envied the man near the window. From that day the man near the window started describing all the things he could see outside the window. Motivational Story The window overlooked a lovely park with a lake. Ducks played on the lake while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. The man on the other bed began to live for those one hour where he could hear and visualize the world outside the hospital room. The one hour of every day would broaden broadened his world and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. One fine afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man could not hear the band, he could visualize it as the man by the window vividly described. Days and weeks passed by. One morning, a nurse arrived to examine the condition of the two patients. She found the lifeless body of the man by the window. The man had peacefully embraced his death on his sleep. The nurse sadly called the hospital attendants to take the body away. The other man grieved the death of his roommate. But, as the day passed by he started missing the way his roommate described the view out of the window. In a hope to have a peek out of the window and the beautiful world outside, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse happily made the switch. As soon as he was comfortable in his new bed, the man slowly and painfully propped himself to take his first look at the world outside. The nurse delightfully watched as the man attempted to sit on the bed after weeks. But as he strained to slowly turn to look out of the window beside him. He was stunned to see a blank wall outside the window. The agitate man asked the nurse what could have made his roommate to lie about the view outside the window. “There is nothing to see from here. Where are all the wonderful things he saw? He described everything so vividly. Is this a new and recent wall? Why did he give me such vivid details that don’t exist?” He asked The nurse shook her head and answered his questions, “Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you and make you happy. You see, your roommate was totally blind”.

How does westernization have an impact on India and it's culture?

How does westernization have an impact on India and it's culture?

 

Introduction to westernization.
Westernization is a process in which societies adopt western cultures in areas such as industry, technology, law, politics, economies and lifestyles, clothing, language etc. Today, there are many people who are westernizing themselves among many cultures. Westernization has become common in the world especially in India. People normally get a plastic surgery to look western is because it gives the back a round and a perkier shape, it also straightens hair. People want to change themselves like this because they are not satisfied of the way they are. They also think that being western is superior, and because they have a dominant history. Westernization does not only include plastic surgery, but people also change their lifestyles to become like a western person.

The Indian culture
The Indian culture is one of the oldest and richest cultures, it has a long shaped history and an ancient heritage. There are many festivals and celebrations which happen in India every year. This country has a population of more than 1 billion and is a culture in which there are more than 700 languages spoken. This culture however, is now being impacted by westernization and everything is slowly changing and is becoming western. 

Westernization impact on the Indian culture.
Westernization is a kind of globalization which is spreading throughout Asian countries especially in India. The Indian culture is ones of the oldest and the richest cultures however, now that the western culture is kicking in, e.g. goods, festivals, dressings, foods etc.,  it is impacting on the Indian culture in many ways. The western culture is that it is replacing itself with the Indian culture. 



Negative impacts of westernization on the Indian culture.


Dressings.
Westernization is ruining the traditional clothing of the Indian culture. For example, in India, the traditional dressing is sari, dhoti and kurta however, today there are lots of people wearing more of a western clothing like jeans, tee-shirts and girls are wearing short skirts tops etc. In India, there is approximately 25% of western clothing. The change of fashion in India is now leading to reduction of the importance of the Indian culture to many people.

Festivals.
The western culture is impacting on the Indian festivals in may ways too. All Indians greatly celebrate their festivals every year and enjoy them very much. Today, large numbers of people in India are not celebrating their own festivals like Holi or Diwali, but instead, they are celebrating more of western cultures like Christmas or Halloween. Also, in the Indian religion, no boy or girl are allowed to date each other however, today in India, many youngsters are breaking these laws and are celebrating valentines day and are not alert of their religion and this is reducing the value of the Indian religion for them.

Foods 
The Indian plate has welcomed many western foods (e.g pizza, burgers, steak tacos etc.), and Indian foods like Golgapa, curry etc., are being less popular in India, however are becoming common in Europe while the western foods are growing stronger and are becoming more popular in India. Western foods contain too much fat and this causing the obesity rate in India to increase. In the Indian religion, you are not allowed to eat pork or meat however, since the western foods have kicked in, many Indians are no longer respecting their religion and are eating things against their religion. This is causing the value of the Indian religion to decrease and is changing many people's lifestyles. Today in India, there are more western restaurants like KFC, or Mac Donald's compared to the Indian restaurants there are. 

Language
In India, there are more than 700 languages spoken. However, many of these mother tongue languages are beginning to fade away. As usual, to get a good job, you must know the basic language (English) or other additional ones. So many many people today are focusing on these languages and are forgetting about their mother tongue thus, this is making their religion less important. 

Lifestyles and People
Westernization has changed many peoples lifestyles. Now, there is no particular lifestyle that is Indian. Most things have changed like respect to the young ones and elders, importance of a family, marriage making, clothing, festivals, foods, names, languages and even getting a plastic surgery to look more western. People are changing themselves and are trying to adapt like western people. Westernization is also reducing the equality of lifestyles in India. In the Indian culture, in order to visit a temple, you must have the right clothing although, it is shocking to see that today, there are many teenagers who are dressing as modern people e.g stylish haircuts, jeans, tee-shirts etc., when entering a temple. In the Indian culture, people had respect for the young and elders however, since the western culture has arrived, the respect had gone and now the behaviors of many people have changed.

Music 
The Indian music has changed greatly due to in taking of the western culture. Indians have their own traditional music and instruments like flute, drums, etc., however, today they are using different instruments like guitars to make their music and now, Indian songs sound completely different and are nothing like what they sounded before. 


Positive Impacts of westernization on the Indian culture.


Modernization
The western culture has impacted on India in many negative ways however, it has also influenced India in many ways too. For example, it is making India more modern. The Indian culture is a very old culture and is staying the same however, now the western culture is changing it to become more modern. Today, the western media is now making many people in India especially teenagers dressing more modernly like jeans, tee shirts etc. Modernization has also enabled to increase the economic growth of India. 

 Public Health
Due to westernization influence, sanitation and public health has improved greatly in India. Many western doctors have immigrated into India and have made medicines which have helped reduce sicknesses, diseases in large parts because health care has become accessible. 

 Labor
The presence of western traders in India have increased the demands for goods and services in India. As a result of that, Indian artisans, craftsmen and weavers have employed. These artisans and craftsmen have grown in numbers and now the Indian labor force and become more skilled and handy. 
 Education
Westernization has also benefited areas of education in India. When the British occupied India, they build many schools throughout the country and this made the literacy increase and the poorest class of society had access to knowledge.

 Films and movies
Westernization has brought media as well in India. For example, in America, India now has a famous movie making media called ‘Bollywood’ which came from Hollywood in America. Bollywood’s films now traditionally feature India, its culture, tradition and religion. Bollywood is now quiet popular in India and many people know about it. So media in India has also improved due to the western culture.

So is westernization a good thing or a bad thing?
Westernization has brought many negative impacts on India however, it has also brought many benefits as well although, there are more advantages of westernization compared to the disadvantages. Still, India should take care of this globalization because in the future, it will change India and destroy it's religion, culture and tradition.

Orangutans and otters strike up darling friendship at Belgium zoo

Orangutans and otters strike up darling friendship at Belgium zoo

 

A family of orangutans and a romp of river otters are the furriest of friends, according to zookeepers in Belgium who purposefully arranged for the primates' and mustelids' habitats to intersect.

 

Photos of these curious bedfellows went viral after Pairi Daiza, a privately owned zoo and botanical garden located in Belgium's province of Hainaut, recently

"The presence of a family of Asian small-clawed otters in [the orangutans'] territories is not a coincidence," Mathieu Goedefroy, Pairi Daiza spokesperson, told Live Science in an email. Orangutans (genus Pongo) share 97% of their DNA with humans, and like their Homo sapiens' cousins, orangutans "must be entertained, occupied, challenged and kept busy mentally, emotionally and physically at all times," 

Goedefroy said.The zoo has five orangutans: a male and female couple named Gempa and Sinta, as well as a family of three — the 24-year-old daddy Ujian, 15-year-old mommy Sari and their 4-year-old son Berani, who arrived at Pairi Daiza in 2017 after they moved from Heidelberg Zoo in Germany.

The father-son duo Ujian and Berani have already "developed a very special bond with their neighbors," Goedefroy noted.

In addition to playing with their otter friends, the orangutans, a subspecies from Sumatra, have a number of other enrichment programs, "where our keepers entertain them all day long with mind games, riddles, puzzles and other stuff to train their intelligence," Goedefroy said.

 

All three species of orangutan are critically endangered, according to the International Union for Conservation of Nature (IUCN). This includes the Bornean (P. pygmaeus) and Sumatran (P. abelii) orangutans, as well as the Tapanuli orangutan (P. tapanuliensis), which lives in the Batang Toru forests of Sumatra, Indonesia, and was confirmed as a distinct species in 2017. There are fewer than 800 known P. tapanuliensis orangutans in the wild, the IUCN reported.

In total, the orangutan population on Borneo and Sumatra stands at about 71,820 individuals, according to a 2016 report by the IUCN. These orangutans are endangered, in large part, because of deforestation (from palm oil exploitation in their forests) and poaching.

In the late 1990s, orangutans experienced catastrophic habitat loss in southern Borneo because of the Mega Rice Project. During this project, people tried to replace 2 million acres (1 million hectares) of forest with rice crops to help them achieve food self-sufficiency, according to Pairi Daiza's website. However, the project didn't work; no rice grew in the forest soil.

While the project was quickly abandoned, the forest still bears the scars: It is impossible for the native vegetation to return to these dried-out lands," Pairi Daiza said. The zoo has now raised funds to helip plant 11,000 trees in the devastated forests of Borneo, Goedefroy said.

सारी बस्ती में आप ही नज़र आये

सारी बस्ती में आप ही नज़र आये

 

तेरी  सारी बस्ती में ये जादू नज़र आए मुझको

जो दरीचा भी खुले तू ही नज़र आए मुझको.

सदियों का रस जगा मेरी रातों में आ गया

मैं एक हसीन शक्स की बातों में आ गया.

जब तस्सवुर मेरा चुपके से तुझे छू आए

देर तक अपने बदन से तेरी खुशबू आए.

गुस्ताख हवाओं की शिकायत न किया कर

उड़ जाए न दुपट्टा कहीं खनक कर 

हाल पूछो और में न बताउ ऐसे तो हालात नहीं

एक ज़रा सा दिल ही तो टूटा है और तो कोई बात नहीं.

रात के सन्नाटे में हमने क्या-क्या धोके खाए है

अपना ही जब दिल धड़का तो हम समझे 

आपको कहीं हम याद आये है

Nobody else has any sign of you,

 

And nothing is near your sign
I keep looking at you old photos,
The day is cut in the light,
But every evening I miss you,

O your sayings, o your stories o your children like devilishness,
Nothing is closer to you,
I keep seeing that old photo of you,
The heart wants to talk

But I stop the heart, see your meaningless
Meet your every evening, your memories, your words, your mischief
All this now says that you have to say
I just keep watching O Tasbir Purani Teri

And nothing is near your sign

मैं तुम्हारे बारें में लिखना चाहता हूँ।

 

मैं तुम्हारे बारें में लिखना चाहता हूँ।

तुम्हारी आँखों में दिखना चाहता हूँ।।

भले अनमोल हूँ दुनियाँ की नज़रों में।

मगर तुम्हारे हाथों बिकना चाहता हूँ।।

मुसलसल मैं बिखर रहा हूँ रेज़ा रेज़ा।

तुम्हारे इश्क़ में सिमटना चाहता हूँ।।

मैं बहुत दिनों से उदास और तन्हां हूँ।

मैं कुछ देर तुमसे लिपटना चाहता हूँ।।

तुम दम्भ भरते हो अपनी बहादुरी का।

आजाओ मैं तुमसे निपटना चाहता हूँ।।

कर लेता हूँ टूटी फूटी शायरियाँ यारों।

बहुत कुछ मैं अभी सीखना चाहता हूँ

College Memories From My diary: Poem

During Bsc, College memories 

March. 2016

Kuchh yade hai un lamho ki jin lamho me hum sath rhe

khusiyo se bhare jujbat  rhe

Roj subh jub milte the to subke chehre khilte the

Ek umar  gujari hai jaha Hum rote huye bhi haste  the 

kuch kahte the kuch sunte the Jub roj Subah hum milte the  

Coaching  se lekar college  tak  hansi uhi bikherte the.

You apni  hansi se  classroom.me gunj  uthate  the 

bato bato me u hmari hansi se teacher  bhi dat sunate the

Socho hum kitne haste the  mithu sir  k coaching me  roj subh jub milte the 

O gunj hamari hansi ki ek purani yad bni  chalo le chale in suhani yado ko taki hum ek dusre ko yad rhe 

Ye bat hai un lamho ki jin lamho me hum sath rhe  khusio se bhare jujbat rhe 

O ladna hasna jhagdna  sub you hi hume satayegi 

Jub bhi aye suhani yade jub hume yad aayegi

O mithu  sir ki mithi bate ab kewal Kewal ab sapno me hi sunayegi 

Nind jub khulegi to hum sabki yad aayegi ankho se aanshu Aur  Chehre pe hansi layegi

jub bhi ye suhani yade hume yad aayegi

ye bat hai un lamho ki jin La yemho me hum sath rhe khusiyo se bhare jujbat rhe

🤩🤩🤩missing  you my dear college friends😍😍😍😍

Written by: vinod Kumar kushwaha

Somewhere far from here: Dear diary

Tonight I will sleep in my bed
Knowing she has landed
Somewhere far from here
But in my mind
We are still sitting in that small cocktail booth
My hand holding hers
Our hearts connected
And me 
Whispering
In her ear:
Wherever
You
Go,
Go
With all
Your heart

Aur to Kuchh pass nhi nishani Teri,

 

Aur to Kuchh pass nhi nishani Teri,

 Dekhta rahta hu o tasbir pursni Teri,

Din to dhal jatey hai ujale me 

Her sham yad aati hai kahani Teri,

O batey o o kahaniyan o bacho SI saitani teri

Aur to kuchh pass nhi nishani Teri

Batey karne ko to Dil chahata hai 

Lekin Dil ko rok leta hu dekh ke baemani Teri

Oo her Sam milna o Teri batey Meri chahat 

Ye sub kahati hai kahani Teri 

Bus dekhta rahta hu o tasbir purani Teri

Aur to kuchh pass nhi nishani teri

तो क्या हुआ, जो इक दिल टूट गया

कॉलेज का पहला दिन था। सभी के सामने नए- नए चेहरे थे। सभी लोग इन्हीं नए चेहरों से अपनी पहचान बनाने में लगे थे। सभी एक- दूसरे से अपना परिचय करा रहे थे। तभी कॉलेज के पहले दिन का हमारा पहला क्लास शुरू हुआ। क्लास से पहले चल रहे Introduction के इस सिलसिले को मैम ने और आसान बना दिया। उन्होंने आते ही सबसे पहले सभी को अपना Introduction सबके सामने दे ने को कहा। सभी स्टूडेंट एक   एक कर अपने बारे में बता ही रहे थे, तभी जैसे ही रिचा ने अपने बारे में कहना शुरू किया, मानो उसी क्लास में बैठे विशाल की आंखें बस उस पर ही टिक गई। विशाल बड़े ही गौर से रिचा का इंट्रोडक्शन सुनने लगा और उसे एक टक देखने भी। रिचा के बैठ जाने के बाद भी अब विशाल की नजरें तो बस रिचा पर ही टिकी रह गई।

कॉलेज के दूसरे दिन भी जैसे ही विशाल कॉलेज आया, उसकी निगाहें तो मानों बस रिचा को ही ढूंढ रही हो। विशाल ने रिचा से किसी भी तरह किसी भी बहाने से बात करने की बहुत कोशिश की, लेकिन उसे ये मौका ही नहीं मिल पाया। ये सिलसिला काफी दिनों तक चलता रहा। तभी एक दिन कॉलेज में एक असाइंमेट के लिए एक ग्रुप बनाया गया, जिसमें रिचा और विशाल का नाम एक ही ग्रुप में था। ये सुन विशाल बहुत खुश हो गया। आखिर अब उसे रिचा से दोस्ती करने का मौका जो मिल गया और वो इस मौके को किसी भी हाल में गंवाना नहीं चाहता था। और हुआ भी ऐसा ही, साथ असाइंमेंट बनाते हुए रिचा और विशाल में बातचीत शुरू हुई और फिर देखते ही देखते दोस्ती भी हो गई।
समय के साथ – साथ अब रिचा और विशाल काफी अच्छे दोस्त बन चुके थे। लेकिन रिचा और विशाल की दोस्ती धीरे – धीरे कुछ ज्यादा ही बढ़ने लगी। फिर एक दिन मौका देखकर विशाल ने रिचा को प्रपोज कर दिया। रिचा भी विशाल को मना नहीं कर पाई, क्योंकि कहीं ना कहीं उसके दिल में भी विशाल के लिए प्यार वाली फीलिंग आ चुकी थी। अब दोनों दोस्त के साथ – साथ lovers भी बन चुके थे। इसलिए कॉलेज के बाद भी दोनों का मिलना-जुलना जारी रहा। अब तो पूरे क्लास को भी रिचा और विशाल की लव स्टोरी के बारे में मालूम हो गया था। विशाल हमेशा रिचा को महंगे- महंगे गिफ्ट देता और रिचा भी प्रोजेक्ट बनाने में विशाल की हेल्प करती। सभी कहते कि रिचा और विशाल एक – दूसरे के लिए ही बने हैं, यानी कि ये परफेक्ट कपल हैं।
रिचा भी हमेशा विशाल से शादी के लिए पूछती थी, तो विशाल हमेशा रिचा को भरोसा दिलाता कि अब वो उसके बिना नहीं जी सकता। तीन साल तक तो दोनों का रिलेशन बहुत अच्छा चला। लेकिन कॉलेज के बाद अब रिचा और विशाल का मिलना काफी कम हो गया। रिचा के फोन करने पर भी विशाल ठीक से उससे बात नहीं करता, वो कहता कि वो अपने पापा के बिजनेस में ध्यान दे रहा है। हालांकि रिचा ने अपने घर में भी विशाल के बारे में सबकुछ बताया था, इसलिए उसके घरवाले भी अब उस पर विशाल से शादी का दवाब बनाने लगा। लेकिन अब रिचा अपने घरवालों को भी कोई जवाब नहीं दे पा रही थी। फिर एक दिन रिचा विशाल के पापा के रेस्टोरेंट पर पहुंच गई, वहां उस वक्त विशाल नहीं था। तो रिचा ने विशाल के पापा को कहा कि वो विशाल की फ्रेंड है और यहां से गुजर रही थी तो यहां आ गई।
 विशाल के पापा ने रिचा को बैठाया और वेटर से कुछ खाने – पीने की चीजें लाने को कहा। दोनों बैठकर बातें करने लगे कि तभी विशाल के पापा ने कहा कि ‘बेटा तुम आ रही हो ना विशाल की शादी में’। ये सुन तो मानो रिचा को अपने कानों पर विश्वास ही नहीं हुआ। उसने फिर से पूछा तो उन्होंने कहा कि ‘हां विशाल की शादी है अगले महीने और उसी की तैयारी में लगा है। बहुत खुश है वो आखिर अपनी पसंद की लड़की से जो शादी कर रहा है। दोनों स्कूल टाइम से ही एक – दूसरे को जानते हैं।‘
ये सुन अब रिचा बिल्कुल निशब्द हो गई और वहां से निकल पड़ी। घर आकर रिचा सीधे अपने कमरे में गई और खुद को कमरे में बंद कर घंटो रोइ । रिचा ने अपने माँ और पापा को इस विषय में बताया तो उन्होंने रिचा को किसी तरह समझाया कि ज़िन्दगी में अब तुम्हे आगे बढ़ना चाहिए और भविष्य के बारे में सोचना चाहिए. जो गुजर गया वो गुज़र गया, अब उसके बारे में सोच कर अपनी आगे की ज़िन्दगी ख़राब मत करो.
लेकिन रिचा अभी भी विशाल को भुला नहीं पायी और रोज़ रात को रोते हुए अपने दिल को दिलासा देते हुए कहती है “तो क्या हुआ, जो इक दिल टूट गया”.
दोस्तों, आपका प्यार हमेशा सफल और सच्चा हो, ये जरूरी नहीं होता। कई बार लोगों को प्यार में धोखा भी होता है, लेकिन इसमें कहीं ना कहीं कमी आपमें भी रही होगी। जो आपने ऐसे इंसान से प्यार किया जो आपके लिए था ही नहीं। कहीं ना कहीं इंसान को परखने में गलती आपसे भी हुई होगी।

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